No TheEnder dont be sorry, i can perfectly understand, and i dont think ur a douche at any point.
It's "my fault" i crashed, i knew my internet was bad, what i could have done is warn the Showdowns mods present at that moment, so that they could have put timer off if anything happens to me.
So yeah, its just because i wanted those points for my team of course, and its damn stupid to loose that way haha, because everything won for me at that point: double scarf + a clef that can CM/soft boile on your tang, the only way for you to beat it was to crit/flinch it with weavile, and if anything i had the scarfers in the back. It was a good fight anyways man